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Created on 2004-11-13 00:15:42 (#5127727), last updated 2005-05-14
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Basic Info| Name: | dreams_are_love |
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| Birthdate: | 06-24 |
| Location: | Waldorf, Maryland, United States |
BioFave past times: laughing ..being loud.. harrassing ppl.. jumping on ppls backs ..food fights .. skater boys /emo boys .. piercings .. being immature .. watching porn with alyssa ..cuddling .. the rain( dancing in it) ..kissing.. being outside at night .. marco polo .. laughing until i pee my pants.. playing the drums.. Andrew John Calvert .. chicken .. edwin ( my teddy ) .. looking up at the stars .. hanging with my friends.. sports.. Snowboarding.. manhunt .. tortering little animals.. vandalising things ..causing trouble .. sloppy joes .. zepplies .. hugging random ppl .. long talks.. long walks.. holding hands .. playing in the sand .. playin in the grass till my knees are completely green .. i just like to have fun, like any normal teenaged kid
sometimes you sit and think, and you wonder if he can see it in your eyes. can he tell that you love him? that there's nothing you would rather think about then the times he held you in his arms? can he see the tears? because they sure are there. deep down sure enough, along with the pain and the lonliness that you bury so deep inside, you're sure noone can tell. sometimes you would give anything imaginable to be able to make him understand, to have one more chance to let him know how much he means, to be able to feel complete, but you smile through it all, and everytime he smiles at you, a tiny bit of hope springs up, but you crush it before it can surface, before it can give you away. and you hug him good-bye like it's nothing, while all you want to do is hold onto him forever, but you let go, smile and walk away. then you cry when he's gone because you know it'll never be the same. because try as you might but you can't make someone love you. sometimes you have to let them be.
I look out into the burnt black sky and remember all of those beautiful times. The stars are all the smiles you put to my face; the clouds resemble fights that made us stronger in the end. The end is still ticking; the clock is still turning. I'm in your arms; everything is perfect. You held my hand walking through the sand. I told you how much I loved you. I questioned the way you felt; with my head on your chest. I can feel your heart beat in my ear -- a reminder of the way I make you feel ..<33
and OH OH. i can not forget my best friend in the entire universe, juli. ilove her alot more than i love you :)
<33
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sometimes you sit and think, and you wonder if he can see it in your eyes. can he tell that you love him? that there's nothing you would rather think about then the times he held you in his arms? can he see the tears? because they sure are there. deep down sure enough, along with the pain and the lonliness that you bury so deep inside, you're sure noone can tell. sometimes you would give anything imaginable to be able to make him understand, to have one more chance to let him know how much he means, to be able to feel complete, but you smile through it all, and everytime he smiles at you, a tiny bit of hope springs up, but you crush it before it can surface, before it can give you away. and you hug him good-bye like it's nothing, while all you want to do is hold onto him forever, but you let go, smile and walk away. then you cry when he's gone because you know it'll never be the same. because try as you might but you can't make someone love you. sometimes you have to let them be.
I look out into the burnt black sky and remember all of those beautiful times. The stars are all the smiles you put to my face; the clouds resemble fights that made us stronger in the end. The end is still ticking; the clock is still turning. I'm in your arms; everything is perfect. You held my hand walking through the sand. I told you how much I loved you. I questioned the way you felt; with my head on your chest. I can feel your heart beat in my ear -- a reminder of the way I make you feel ..<33
and OH OH. i can not forget my best friend in the entire universe, juli. ilove her alot more than i love you :)
<33
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